换位思考

今天，读了朋友的一篇作品。
她的一篇“换位思考”里，她说她要学习不心浮气躁，学习用爱心说诚实话并给她时间去改变。
我的朋友她，是个善良的人。
另一方面的我，在想换位思考有用吗？
委屈了自己，成功的改变了原本很好的自己，站在别人的角度去看同一面东西，这是为了什么？
别人也会和你换一换位，站在你的立场想想吗？
人生真的有太多的考验。“要”还是“不要”？
换。位。思。考。
往往只是一厢情愿，别人不愿。

给亲爱的--黄颖慧

我还是喜欢这张多一点

朋友，生日快乐。我爱你。
除了这些，也只有这些。由于本人华文有限公司的缘故，所以。。

话说。。。
在不知公元几千年认识了她。如果说，四年级就认识了，那就大约在公元1998我们的缘分就开始了。十几年的朋友，身上几条毛我都知道叻！老娘我，就是那么强，无需怀疑。
由于本人的脑子里都是一些垃圾，所以印象里只记得那时，黄颖慧是一只瘦瘦又高高，比刘翔还要强的运动高手。大家不信我，过来我家我翻校训给大家看！厚厚一叠，比百科全书还要厚得多。


再来，我们就不下心长大一点，一起进了别人眼里的老呀学校。谁谁说我们学校老呀？我们可是非常开心，一起的堕落却又不忘抄功课努力的向上。别看不起我们的意志力？！虽然几年里，有苦也有乐，有误会也有谅解。谢谢你的美好。


在世界还没末日之前，我们就真的长大了。过了二十一岁，不叫长大，那等到三十岁，那就叫aunty了啦！不怕！我们一起保养，一起整形。（大家别误会，我们只是想变得更完美，现在也很美)会不会越描越黑？就允许我在这么开心，那么有意义的一天说出那么“不自卑”的话。
黄颖慧，你不管做错什么，发生了什么，我都会支持到底。（不过，犯法的事我不做）
现在的她，是一名设计师。还是很有名的那种。（我预言）我为你，感到骄傲。我自大了。


再过多几年，那个美国老的预言又再不准的话（所谓的末日），我们会是谁先嫁人？我让你，还是你要让我?要不要一起？哈哈哈哈
很快很快。。
时间很快。。


最后，如果你难过，我的肩膀最辽阔。我会帮你带走乌云满布的天空。不管什么，我会永远听你说，和你分享难过的每一分钟，因为我想永远看到你灿烂的笑容。
朋友，再一次，生日快乐。


好友，
欣宁上

How do you know when one is dead?

Well, my dear and lovely friends,
I am coming to this post due to my frustration of studying ECG. What is ECG? Stay in tune.
I am writing in layman terms so that children can understand.

Firstly, when one is dead silent and peacefully, u can find out one's EYES ARE CLOSED.
Like this:

chose this picture because the girl is very pretty!

Addional features: (In order to differentiate dead and sleep)

- unresponsive upon calling with microphone

- unresponsive upon bitting by bitchy dog

- do not hear (even max volume from loud speaker）

- do not eat （even dragon meat is putting infront)

- do not wake up after pouring 0 degree celcius cold water

- do not wake up after hitting with hockey stick

Secondly,

palpate one's carotid pulse. 

where is carotid pulse?

It is neither located near penis nor vagina.

Come, here is the picture:

Upon feeling the pulse, you can find out:

- no rate

- no rythm

- no volume

- no collapsing pulse

After the criteria above is fullfilled, one can start worrying and can prepare an amount of money to get ready for something something.

Lastly, to Re-CONFIRM,

go for ECG!! 

what is ECG? It is something like a test that measure the electical activity of heart which we all can see in Hong Kong drama and there is always a computer that show some electrical signs especially in those comatose people.

By the way, it is not only use in coma condition like what we always see in TV and it is used most of the time for those who are suspected to have cardiac disease lah. 

like the leng zai below:

Secretly tell you all a secret. (no more a secret by the way)

I know nothing about this stupid ECG. It is fucking complicated.

The only thing i know is call ASYSTOLE. Wat is asystole?? Look at the picture below:

A staright horizontal line. Which is a fatal arrythmias that require advance life cardiac support. If Fail----->

say BYE~

YES, this is the only thing i know. I am going to have "asystole" soon after sitting for the exam tomorrow. Wish me luck!!! >.<

Friend, Life's Enough!!!!

Hey! Today i am here to release my anger.This will be a long long post with my own thought, and i apologize for my rudeness here.


 I just do not understand why people like to compare themselves with others. Why they don not want to accept themselves as they are. Anyone? Can tell me the reason?!
To beloved Mr/Miss Kiasu, trust me you will live happier if u STOP comparing yourselves to others!
By the way, you had reached my threshold!!! If you want to compare, please don't ever compare you with me. I am stupid, i am not rich, i am not good looking, i am fat and i am not hardworking. I like to play and "Distinction" this word is far far far away from me and I do not need it. I just want to live happily in my remaining life. FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING FUCK! Please dont be so kiasu okay?!! There will be always someone better than you (Not me definitely!!). It doesn’t matter in which aspect, but it is always true. Most importantly, when you start comparing yourselves with others, you tempted to copy them, to do the same things, and to act and think like them. The problem with this is that if you copy someone, you will never know who you really are and what you really want, and then you will never grow spiritually. Hey bitch! I'm sure you never know what you really want. What you know is just compare you yourself with others. Learn to love!! To love is to stop comparing!! If you always want what others have, you will never have enough. You will always want more. That’s an endless cycle, and it will never lead to happiness. No matter how many clothes you buy, no matter how many houses you own, no matter how many fancy cars you acquire … you’ll never have enough. Instead, learn to realize that what you have is already enough. If you have shelter over your head, food on the table, clothes on your back, and people who love you, you are blessed. You have enough!!!! At least i am thinking like this. I do not need to compare myself with others, I just want to be happy, do my best and show my result to my parents. That's all! I have enough, seriously. Bitch,  I'm sure you never concern those who are still suffering at Japan now! 

Lastly, WE ALL ARE UNIQUE! Do not compare ourselves with others, only with ourselves. 
The only comparison pattern that we really have is our CONCIOUSNESS.

Appreciate.Sad.Disappointment

Here come another post of mine.

Just came back from my lovely hometown and unexpectedly this new year gave me a lot of surprise, a lot of joy and a lot of  love. It was really happy happy happy during chinese new year. I even break my personal record which i went out everyday until next morning. Can i own this kind of life forever?  Time passed in a blink of an eyes. Now, i was in AIMST (hate this 5 alphabets seriously!!) 
People say, happiness is everything and it is the meaning of life. If you are happy, you are living. Yeah, i am living over there but i'm dying right here. 

Is Ok, come back to the reality. We will meet each other soon after 1 year. I'm glad that i got you all as my friends. Always be there when i need advice or a pep talk, listen my problems and is always honest with me even though the truth may not be what i want to hear. I'm glad that i got you all to knows my secrets, understand my fears and shares my dreams.

I started to miss my parents. I miss them and I can't stand the fact that I'm leaving them and no longer live with them. I always wish that I was a kid again and stay with them forever.  Deep down I KNOW that I can't change the fact that I'm an adult and I need to grow up and pull myself together. (emo emo)

In the other hand, i feel disappointed in this new year too. This is a heart-breaking experience and I've prepared for the worst, no matter how, I'm ready to move on and live my life. After all, it was all my fault =(
I secretly wish that I can get back what i had given up 4 years ago.

Oh, you don't live on trees?!!!

Do you live on a tree?

I was asked the same question of whether we live on trees last time. 

I said yes and we have to take escalators up to our house, but we do have roped walkways from tree to tree. Unfortunately, we have to park our Merc and BMWs under the tree though. LOL! 

Had any of you from Sarawak been posed such ridiculous questions from non sarawakian?

I guess everyone of us do answer the same thing about having tree house with an escalators been installed. Well, we even install astro or satellite dish on the tree. =)

Sometime i'm too lazy to answer these kind of questions. Obviously they do not attend Geography class. I will just say yes, and its just like in Tarzan!!!! 

I swing from tree to tree. 

WE ARE SO MEAN. LOL! 

Okay, so, since i live on a tree, i wish to have a big brick house which build on the ground. 

Lets see the glossy pictures of these gorgeous homes after my searching in internet. My Dream house. 
Note: "DREAM" house!! (I'm dreaming all the time)

 This is my dream house.

 Do you have one??

Wishing upon a shooting star

* Imagine a beautiful streak of light falls through the sky *

I close my eyes and i wish


2011, please be beautiful =)